If it kills me ...

.......

Come home

xx

Happiness hit her ..

Hey guys.

I was just reading through my old posts and I realised something.
Things are soooooooooooo not getting any better.
More hurt.
More tears.
More dissapointment.

GOD!!!
I soooo just want a break.

****

Bekki is helping :)
I love her.
xxx

I have confidence in confidence alone :D:D

OMG!!! TOMORROW!

I can do this.

xx

Your just what I need.

OMG!!
Audition Thursday .. LIPA in a month.

Ok it all just got a little bit real.

You might be just what I need, ,

UCAS IS DONE!!
Sent, finished, paid .. exciting.

So first show next week, um fun.
Kings of Broadway.

Many a song in my head after that such as:
"YOU WISH TO GO TO THE FESTIVAL"
"Cockeyed optimist"
"In a very unusual way"
"Whats the use of wondering"
"Ice .. cream"

Oh dear!

So Cyrano. Um. least said about that the better.

xxx

Why?!

I just can't, o.k.
I have had it.
.. I literally have no words anymore.
STOP WALKING ALL OVER ME!!!

:(

Don't think I have ever felt so ill in all my life :(:(