Jack Jack Jack Jack Jack Jack ... (Only Lora or Rory would understand ^^)

OMGIhavedoneit .... Noway!!!

I have done it guys, can you believe it .. it feels fucking amazing and there is no way I am going to slip as I fully understand whhat an ass hole he is!!! :D:D:D:D
I am actually soooooooooooo happy.


This calls for one thing and one thing only .......... =] ...... =D ..... Banana phone!!! ^^




Chow for now
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If you be my star I'll be your sky, you can hide underneath me and come out at night ...

Hey people

I have had the weirdest most extraordinary weekend.]
It started of brilliant but obviously 'it' had to ruin it for me =[

I have had enough of being made to feel this way soooo this is it now, he no longer exists to me anymore.

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Spent the evening with Rory and Lora .. GOOD TIMES!! We were with Anthony but he left quite early so me Rory and Lor went to tescos to get some munch, we then went back to Rory's flat and watched The Beach another amazing film by the legend that is Mr Danny Boyle =]

oooooh dear ... I need to go and do some work now ^^

Chow for now guys
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Scars are souvenirs you never lose, the past is never far, did you lose yourself somewhere out there

Hi people
Sorry for the Lack of blogs Ibeen mega busy with Rock Show this week.
It was amazing though =]

So spent the week trying to understand some things;
Firstly) Why Oh Why!?
Secondly) Rory
Thirdly) My so called friends
Fourthly)My mother

I have come up with one solution so far and an extremely nice email ^^

Spent this weekend with Zoe hehe fun times!!
Saw Ross's gig, i actually enjoyed it as we just spent the night laughing at the Shiiiite head bangers and CLASH girl AHHAHA
Made Nacho's cause we are awesome
Ate cookie dough ice cream=]
Went to Tesco's
Saw a Slumdog Millionaire (fucking phenominal) with Gem, Layla and Meg =D

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I have had it with "it" though.
I have just stopped everything, "it" doesn't even excist to me anymore ...

Chow for now guys
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I wish I was enough ...

Iwishyoulovedmelikeyouloveher =[

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry call I'm desperate for your voice

Hey everyone
I'm really annoyed my Microsoft office word has just completely fucked up and i kinda need it for work GRRRR!

Anywho day was pretty good, spent it with Ry and the siblings ^^
Went into Oxford to get my bright tights and high heels for Rock Show then had pizza hut as you do. Then went back to Ry's watched a tad of Enchanted =]
Then the rents came home so we all watched Ant and Dec's Saturday night takeaway.
Now I'm home writing on here ... fun times =]

Rock show all next week .. that should be interesting.
Not very good that I am losing my voice though oh and have I mentioned so is Zoe, Oh dear.

Well I haven't really got anything exciting to say but I do have some calming music for you to listen to ... =D



Chow for now
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Tension .. so much tension

Well apologies for the huuuuuuuge lack of blog's
Life has just been mental

Dance show was amazing =D

I have to go and prepare for rock show now but i will hopefully write on here again soon..

Chow for now
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Hey guys
Thought I would just write some more considering I am now in the comfort of my home ^^
So How is everybody?
I'm okish just a bit peeved at the atmosphere surrounding me but hey ho could be worse.
Not much planned for this weekend really just do some work, get the shopping usual weekend really lol

This past week has been ... fun =] Dance show was obviously amazing as we have so many talented dancers and two brilliant choreographers.

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Rock Show should be good as long as some people relax a tiny bit, I don't like seeing my friends all stressed out, especially the ones who have worked so hard and put so much effort and energy in so just to make sure everyone else is happy.

Anywho I am going to get back to eating my chocolate animals and watching skins ^^ Great combination!

Chow for now
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Your actions speak much louder than words So tell me why ..

Hey everyone
There is so much drama going on recently i can't keep up.
I miss some people sooo much, and not having them around is really difficult.

Most of my friends are so down recently and i hate it, I wish I could just take it all away from them but I can't and I don't think I ever can.
Don't you hate it when you no there is absolutely nothing you can do to help someone yet you still feel in some way like there is =[

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I spent the weekend with my cousin down in Cov and i had an amazing time.
It was lovely to see her considering i haven't seen her in like a year :O
She is 20! I can't believe it, feels like only yesterday when we were getting all excited because the parents had said we could have a McDonalds =] Oh were does the time go?

Dance show this week =D
Scary stuff ... Rock Show ... It just gets better and better

The ND2's are leaving in like 3 months and I don't know why but in a way I am glad, just because I know some of them I would be better of not seeing again either because they upset me or we just don't get on.

Predicament

Chow for now
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