:) Just for now

I promised my friend I would write a blog. So here it is :)

I don't really have much to say, I'm kinda busy doing college work right now. lol, I know I'm sad haha. But I am loooving the sunshine.
OOO foods up. I will do some more later ... Promise Rossy :D
xxxxx

18 Till I Die!!!!!!

Hmmm feel like I have been failing at the whole blogging thing recently, soooo I shall fill you in on the past few days/weeks lol.

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
I have seen many shows recently which is always good :)

Last Saturday I saw the lil bro in Billy Elliott, and I must say I was pleasantly surprised. The main people were amazing. He is sooooo much better then he makes out lol.

The dad - George and Mrs Wilkinson - OLI's NEW GF :D, weeeeeeeeeeeeere amazing!!!!!!!!
Hehehe but more bout that ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ later :P

Monday me and Liz went to see a .. um interesting take on Peter Pan. hahahaha. It was definitely worth it eh Liz.

Wednesday we all went to see The Lion King.
Nooooow anyone who knows me knows that I have a teeeeeeny tiny love obsession with Disney, so I loooooooved it.
The costumes, the music, the muscles hehehehe!!!

It was definitely one to remember :D

Finally on Saturday I went to see Tom Wolstenhome in OYMT's Beauty and the Beast.

OMG!!!!! IT WAS AMAZING!!!!!!
There is soooo much talent within that company, specially Belle, The Beast and Lumiere. I just had to email Charlotte, she was so phenomenal.

I do LOVE Disney. :D

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Me and Liz watched the Orphan today .. AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH!!!
SOOOOOO SCARY!!!
Gotta say Isabelle Furhman is gonna go faaaaaaaaaaaaaaar :)

Hahaha me and Gingey watched The Frog Princess recently :D:D:D:D

Did I mention that I love Disney

TOY STORY 3 OUT SOOOOOOON!!!! AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.

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Oooooo yeah Oli's new gf :D:D
Hehe she is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo lovely. I actually love her.

Annnnnd he is happy. Genuinely happy. BOUT TIME!! :D

Just Oooookas now ... xx

I LOVE YOU

"just wanted to say ruth, jokes aside.....I am really glad God put you in my life, and i love you lots sis!"

"God is a mean man with a magnifying glass ...." WHY AM I ALWAAAYS THE FKIN ANT!!!??!!!???

I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS!!!!!!!!!

I swear to Jebus if one more person says to me ..
"Everyone receives there fair share of up's and down's"
I AM GOING TO PUNCH THEM!

xx

So just finished watching Skins and I have to say ... interesting.
I'm just sticking to my idea that freddie is fine and cook murked that John Foster lol.
We can't always have everything we want that even refers to the end to a film or TV programme. I feel the writers did what they set out to, and I hope I love the new characters as much as I loved these ones :)

I feel like I should be bouncing off the walls recently but somethings missing.
I know who and I know what but I don't know how to get them back.

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I do love shows such as sports relief, i mean our country have clubed together to raise over 25 million already .. and all the famous faces have done so much work and been so many places. However I just cant afford to look after myself let alone other people. And for that I feel bad.
I mean .. seeing this heart reching clips of young children dying in africa and hearing of girls being raped, i mean it just makes me sick to my stomache. But, shouldnt I atleast try to make my own life better before I use money on people i don't have.
It comes back to normal life really. I mean, I shouldnt be giving everyone lifts everywhere or buy the odd person lunch now and then. I have my own life and future to think about.
One day though I will give these people so much of what they need. I mean if i ever win the lottery half of it is going to charity :)

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I feel so old, and then I remember I'm only 19. But, some things I feel and some things I have gone through just make me feel I have to be older lol.
Maybe ... I just need three years to be young, free, away, and ALIVE!

-Sorry for the rambling

I wish you didnt have to live and search on a rubbish tip, I'm sorry.

I'm like a bird

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

THEY ARE FREEE!!! Finalllllllly ...
:D:D::D:D:D:D:D:D

aha.

Come here rude boy boy can you get it up?

Exciting stuff!! :D:D

xx