It's beginning to look alot like christmas . , .

I don't wanna be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately.

xx

See I'm Smiling . . <3

Ruth's confidence: Going up

Henry: .. Bearing

Ruth's father: One of the most amazing people.
I have never had someone believe in me so much (maybe Lyndall, they seem on the same wave length lol)

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My mittens seems distant. Hope I haven't upset her.

xxx

Daddy, daddy cooooooooooooool! . . x

I LOVE MY FATHER!!!

He makes everything better x x

If it kills me ...

.......

Come home

xx

Happiness hit her ..

Hey guys.

I was just reading through my old posts and I realised something.
Things are soooooooooooo not getting any better.
More hurt.
More tears.
More dissapointment.

GOD!!!
I soooo just want a break.

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Bekki is helping :)
I love her.
xxx

I have confidence in confidence alone :D:D

OMG!!! TOMORROW!

I can do this.

xx

Your just what I need.

OMG!!
Audition Thursday .. LIPA in a month.

Ok it all just got a little bit real.