Neeeeew yeaaaar

I have no idea what to do for New Year's.
Please post any ideas .. beeeeeeeeeelow :)

Danka x

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Itsssssssssssss Christmas :)

Merry Christmas everybody :):):)

xxxxx

Codeword: Dan Akyroyd

Miles ... you amazing young man

Why can't all men be like him :)

• "really, so I assume you travel in a tardis waving your wand"
• "If I was bitish I would vote labour, I love Doctor Who and Scarlet Johannson is hot"
• "I'd go gay for Neil Patrick Harris"
• "The British accent is hot .. just want to clarify"
• "Um Black president, airports are getting all touchy feely (nuggets are being fondled in the interest of safety) and I'm a bit hungry"

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Snnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnow!

I went ice skating down my road today :)
... annnnnnnnd I am getting a onesie for Christmas, i am going to be sooo cushty ^^
I love Christmas <3

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Everybodys talking about how I can't can't be your love

.. I think it just dawned on me how unrealistic my dreams are. :/
Soooo why is it that I still can't think of anything else. .
I don't know what to do ... x

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x

Stuck with me instead . .

So this was a rather eventful day for me.
I made a website.
Refound Twitter.
and listened to Music ... mmmm eventful lol.

oh and watched MISFITS <3
Check it out: www.wix.com/halfagrape/ruthblackwell

Like_the_bookshop x

But when my back is turned ...

So Frrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrriggging ILLLLLLL!!!!!!
Ugggggggggggggh.

Thank God I am snuggled up warm and cosy on the sofa at home in Wootton :)

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Sooo glad Matt Cardle won the Xfactor although I did rather like One Direction.
Megamind on Friday WOoooooooWOOOOOOOOOOooooooWOOooooooo!!!!

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Duck Face

Ok. So Living in Bognor with a few awesome people has opened my eyes to a world of new youtube comedy .. but I'm not going to lie I do not find these things funny.

Just comment if you do because I am trying to prove a point to my male housemates that they have a bizzaire sense of humor.
Then again it may just be be lol.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q0ohT89flgc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qizNQKzatXA

Ha x

NO IFS, NO BUTS, NO EDUCATION CUTS!!!!

10.11.2010

I was there.

xx

I Miss Missing you

I want to go to Swindon
I want to laugh at Marge's voice in the Simpsons
I want to paint a wagon using oil based paint ...

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I want never gets I guess.


<3

Catch me if you can ..

Hey guys. This is a momentous occasion . . I am writing my blog for the first time from my new house .. hahahah :) (Lets just forget the fact that I have been here for 5 weeks)

... Halloween soon .. x

Its sooo FLUFFY!!!!!

What starts out as villain vs. villain, becomes a villain trying to be a dad. So far DESPICABLE ME has got us asking ‘what is going on here?!’ I’m just wondering if Gru’s three kids will eventually help him defeat Vector because if that’s not what’s going to happen, then what’s the whole point? - ramascreen.com

SCREW YOU rammascreen.

..

For those of you that haven't seen despicable me yet DO!
It is so brilliant. As stupid ramascreen point out it does start villain vs villain but what it forgets to mention is the hundreds of yellow minions, star cast, hilarious jokes and cute kids. . oh, and its in 3D!

Go and see it :):)

Anywho .. a few days back and I already feel like I'm back home, hmm bizarre.

xx

How can you remain staring at the rain maddened by the stars??

Hello peeps.
I got to see Gingey today :):) and his lovely family, god missed them.

This week should be entertaining .. if people get off their asses lol.

xx

Shout Shout let it all out!

OMG!! No internet for 5 weeks is just not good lol.

University is amazing. I am so happy and I have made some brilliant friends already :):)
My house mates are all fantastic.

Everything is great :D:D

Plus .. my sister really missed me .. x

Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in . . .

So my friends, this is it.

This time tomorrow I shall be in a new house with 7 new people who I have to bond with and make my new friends .. Thank God for Robyn, Ben, George and Bianca :)

See you all at Christmas
xxx

Ruth Blackwell : Scared but mega excited!

In any other world you could tell the difference

Hello all you strangers out there (or friends who read my blog) :)

So, after taking a look back at my first post on the 11th of January 2009 I have realised just how much of my life I have posted onto a site and how much it has helped me funnily enough.
Well College is over .. that part of my life has drawn to a close. I came out of it with many different friends, fantastic memories and some heartbreak but it is all a lesson learned. But, more importantly I received triple Distinctions :) Could I ask for more? ... No, I don't think so.

Sadly it is time to move to a new place with new friends and in a way a new course.

Starting tomorrow I will be living in Bognor Regis in my own house with 7 other students ... :/ Fuck!

I enjoyed a final evening with Rossifer doing what we always do .. eating to much, watching simpsons and family guy and just having a general laugh. Then Soup came over to say goodbye. Perfect final day.

I have been so excited the past week that I haven't actually stopped to think and prepare my self for a whole new chapter. Now I'm shitting a brick .. like, a huge, fat, brick.

So my fellow bloggers/readers thus begins the Uni student :)

Ruth Blackwell : 19 and going to Uni .. :)

It's Cookie-Ross.

I have stolen Ruth's blog... Mainly so she can have someone publish a decent post for once in her blogs history. Now if she would please put her breasts away for five minutes and let me type, I would be grateful.

In addition, as she pointed out, this will get me free publicity. So that means that today I have received a free Chinese meal and free advertising.

I am so freaking good at this “being a tramp” thing.

How the fricking hell are we all anyway?

Yeah? That’s cool.

How sorry.

I didn’t realise it was like that.

Restraining order? Shit.

This is my third this year...

Well you’ve all been rude and offensive today, like receiving a lick from a camel hooker, the kind of camel hooker that you’d find lying around the streets of Essex turning tricks for 5 pounds, just trying to pay her way through camel school and funding her crystal meth habit. Who are you to judge her? She was a consistent straight A student until she fell in love with an anti-Semite called Josef who got her addicted to the substance to keep her around. Still, being licked by such a creature is still offensive.

I got off track.

By the way, it was my birthday yesterday and not one of you people, that I have never met, bothered to congratulate me (if you did please disregard the following statement). What kind of strangers are you? A person you have never met has a birthday and you don’t get him a present. We will call it even if you buy me a drink.

For now, check out my blog, or I'll break your legs, (or Ruth's, it's upto yours).

http://cookie-ross.blogspot.com

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Posted by Ross “is just better than Ruth” Gilligan.

Yeah, I also created the logo at the top of the page; it is in first draft now, I will edit it soon.

What would a camel hooker do with 5 pounds?

OMG!!!

3 days ... x

We all have baggage.

5 days . .

Scott Pilgrim is the best film I have EVER seeeeeeen!!!! :D:D

xx

.. :/

5 days .... I'm shitting a brick

...Boooom

A week today :D

xx

Baby your a firework . . :)

8 Days and counting ..x

All you have to do is call my name and I'll be there . . . .

BAAAAAAAAM!

Wow. It just hit me square in the face. I'm leaving next week ...

Oh my shit :/

I love her :)

oh and btw unless you have already guessed babe. . . I know I have been replaced and I'm not even going to to try so don't worry.

Have a nice life

SKYPE time. . .

Yeeeeeeees as you may have guessed by my title I have succumbed to SKYPE ... mostly just so that I can see Ryan's pretty face while in Bognor but feel free to add me :)

I went to the St Giles fair last night.
It made me miss college lots and lots. . . and that calls for this picture :)

10 days people.

xx

1 2 3

heya guys.
Today has been so boring .. packing, tape making and room cleaning. Oh the fun!

Dinner at Dermaids tonight :):)

xxx

Swiper No Swiping! ... Ah Man

Hello everybody.
last night was awesome ... me and Liz were feeling a little worse for wear today though lol.

I leave in 14 days ... WOW. That went fast

xxx

Now I'm stuck in this fucking rut ..

:) I love him <3

xxxx

Pack up your troubles in you old kit bag And bury them beneath the sea

.... I have started packing :) EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
Exciting .. x x x

I want to make magic

Why can't I start on Monday :(:(:(:(

It's time to leave Wootton, my house, Abingdon and everything I have known and start again :)

With my little fishies :)
xxx

Run Joey Run

Jack has gone to Disneyland ... :( Sad times.
He loved the magical juggling balls I gave him though.

I get to see my Mittens today :D:D:D:D
Bout time ....... xx

Swim swim swim

I have fishies ... lots and lots of fishies :):)

why can't you understand .. you just don't listen

WOW.

Talk about not listening.

The sooner I get out of here the better.

Maybe then I can actually breathe

xx

Sugar we are going down.

O.k I have a typical feminine issue.
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO WEAR TO THIS MEALLLLLL!!!!

Ugggggggh. Seriously haven't a clue.

I hate not knowing things like what to wear or eat, what to sing or which piece to do.
I just hate not knowing.

Stereotypical female I guess lol.
xxx

I was a little girl alone in my little world, who dreamed of a little home for me ...

I played pretend between the trees, and fed my houseguests bark and leaves, and laughed in my pretty bed of green.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest swing.
I had a dream.

Long walks in the dark through woods grown behind the park, I asked God who I'm supposed to be.
The stars smiled down on me, God answered in silent reverie. I said a prayer and fell asleep.

I had a dream
That I could fly from the highest tree.
I had a dream.

Now I'm old and feeling grey. I don't know what's left to say about this life I'm willing to leave.
I lived it full and I lived it well, there's many tales I've lived to tell. I'm ready now, I'm ready now, I'm ready now to fly from the highest wing.

I had a dream.

*****

There is always a new dream :)

Jenni Wren

Today has been fun lol.
I missed my Lizzie :)

I really hate Emmerdale sometimes. What kind of stupid girl leaves drugs around when she is babysitting children ... what kind of stupid 16 year old girl takes drugs anyway. DICKHEAD.

18th September :)

Who want's to live forever??

OMG!!!!

We Will Rock You is absolutely amazing!!!!!!
Vocals are insane!!!! :D

Jam-oofus-jon

Dancing with myself

Ruth has a house, annnnnd 6 awesome people to share the house with.

Including one extra special Robyn who I can't wait to spend 3 years with :):)

I'm moving on up, moving on up, moving on out ... NOTHING CAN STOP ME!!!

Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah

xxxx

I see you

Today my Dad and Henry took me to the bank to sort out my student account.
I sorted out Oli's present.
I am seeing Kirsty and going to see the epic Toy Story 3

... Good day :)

Oh silly car ... :P

Greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeece, Awesome.

.. it is lovely to be home though.

Can't believe we are nearly into August. Pretty much a month and then I am off to Uni :D:D:D: AHHHHHHHH!!!!

OMG!! I got my certificate for National Diploma today ... DDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

.....

Dark cloud would be the fact that my car is broken so saying goodbye to people may be difficult :(

xxxxx

"The Key to Change is to Let Go Off Fear"

Neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew.

hehehe

So we literally have one week and about 2 days. That is it.

3 years has come down to this.
WOW!

xx

The Bridge is all Crumpled . .

Rory said I should write down how I'm feeling, but how can explain something I don't even understand.

I feel hollow

Empty

Sad

Scared

Lonely

Pressured

Angry
Confused.

I feel like I'm in a giant bubble, just floating.

I feel how I felt 7 odd years ago. . . Not good.

To Love Again ..

WOW!
Haven't written on here it absolutely ages.

My only excuse would be the fact that I have had SHIT LOADS TO DO!!!!

Our graduation show is in like 3 weeks .. OMG!
It just seems ridiculous, its almost over :(

Because I know you I have been changed for good! :)

This song really sums up how I feel about everybody at college who I have met these past three years ... :)

For good - Wicked .. Look it up :D

xxx

We sing for the grown-up's, we can't help becoming.

Can you believe that in about 8 weeks three years of college is going to be over?
It doesn't seem possible.

I have to start a whole new chapter in my life .. scary times.

I am going to miss you so much :( x x

So why not let me go, I’m sure I’d drown,
You could always say I’m never around

You could tell all your friends,
That I left you hoping
With another chance,
Another promise I’d broken.

But I’d be on my way,
Into the sea,
And you could never say,
You got let down by me.

And I can build my life,
On the ocean floor,
The seaweed is my pillow,
A clam as my front door.

And if you make it through
The salt and jellyfish,
Could you find my undersea home?
Could you be the air I breath?



ROSS MY DARLING ...... This made my day :)
I will find you through the Salt and the Jellyfish x x x

Empty chairs and Empty tables

Work done.
Food done.
Henry goooooood :)

Hmmm what to talk about???
I have made some pretty awesome friends this easter, seems every holiday that happens.
Uhhh I have nothing to talk about.
Hmmmm
Blog sooooon
xxx

:) Just for now

I promised my friend I would write a blog. So here it is :)

I don't really have much to say, I'm kinda busy doing college work right now. lol, I know I'm sad haha. But I am loooving the sunshine.
OOO foods up. I will do some more later ... Promise Rossy :D
xxxxx

18 Till I Die!!!!!!

Hmmm feel like I have been failing at the whole blogging thing recently, soooo I shall fill you in on the past few days/weeks lol.

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
I have seen many shows recently which is always good :)

Last Saturday I saw the lil bro in Billy Elliott, and I must say I was pleasantly surprised. The main people were amazing. He is sooooo much better then he makes out lol.

The dad - George and Mrs Wilkinson - OLI's NEW GF :D, weeeeeeeeeeeeere amazing!!!!!!!!
Hehehe but more bout that ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ later :P

Monday me and Liz went to see a .. um interesting take on Peter Pan. hahahaha. It was definitely worth it eh Liz.

Wednesday we all went to see The Lion King.
Nooooow anyone who knows me knows that I have a teeeeeeny tiny love obsession with Disney, so I loooooooved it.
The costumes, the music, the muscles hehehehe!!!

It was definitely one to remember :D

Finally on Saturday I went to see Tom Wolstenhome in OYMT's Beauty and the Beast.

OMG!!!!! IT WAS AMAZING!!!!!!
There is soooo much talent within that company, specially Belle, The Beast and Lumiere. I just had to email Charlotte, she was so phenomenal.

I do LOVE Disney. :D

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Me and Liz watched the Orphan today .. AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH!!!
SOOOOOO SCARY!!!
Gotta say Isabelle Furhman is gonna go faaaaaaaaaaaaaaar :)

Hahaha me and Gingey watched The Frog Princess recently :D:D:D:D

Did I mention that I love Disney

TOY STORY 3 OUT SOOOOOOON!!!! AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.

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Oooooo yeah Oli's new gf :D:D
Hehe she is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo lovely. I actually love her.

Annnnnd he is happy. Genuinely happy. BOUT TIME!! :D

Just Oooookas now ... xx

I LOVE YOU

"just wanted to say ruth, jokes aside.....I am really glad God put you in my life, and i love you lots sis!"

"God is a mean man with a magnifying glass ...." WHY AM I ALWAAAYS THE FKIN ANT!!!??!!!???

I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS!!!!!!!!!

I swear to Jebus if one more person says to me ..
"Everyone receives there fair share of up's and down's"
I AM GOING TO PUNCH THEM!

xx

So just finished watching Skins and I have to say ... interesting.
I'm just sticking to my idea that freddie is fine and cook murked that John Foster lol.
We can't always have everything we want that even refers to the end to a film or TV programme. I feel the writers did what they set out to, and I hope I love the new characters as much as I loved these ones :)

I feel like I should be bouncing off the walls recently but somethings missing.
I know who and I know what but I don't know how to get them back.

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I do love shows such as sports relief, i mean our country have clubed together to raise over 25 million already .. and all the famous faces have done so much work and been so many places. However I just cant afford to look after myself let alone other people. And for that I feel bad.
I mean .. seeing this heart reching clips of young children dying in africa and hearing of girls being raped, i mean it just makes me sick to my stomache. But, shouldnt I atleast try to make my own life better before I use money on people i don't have.
It comes back to normal life really. I mean, I shouldnt be giving everyone lifts everywhere or buy the odd person lunch now and then. I have my own life and future to think about.
One day though I will give these people so much of what they need. I mean if i ever win the lottery half of it is going to charity :)

*****
I feel so old, and then I remember I'm only 19. But, some things I feel and some things I have gone through just make me feel I have to be older lol.
Maybe ... I just need three years to be young, free, away, and ALIVE!

-Sorry for the rambling

I wish you didnt have to live and search on a rubbish tip, I'm sorry.

I'm like a bird

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

THEY ARE FREEE!!! Finalllllllly ...
:D:D::D:D:D:D:D:D

aha.

Come here rude boy boy can you get it up?

Exciting stuff!! :D:D

xx

I sing, cause my futured uncertain. I sing, cause my songs still unsung.

Sooo .. lack of blogage isss huuuuuuuge!

I really have nothing exciting to say.

ummm

I got another job :) More moneys for ruth ^^
I saw I SING on friday and it was goooooood.
I was finally told something that i have been waiting forever to hear :):)


Ummmmm seriously everything is boring.|

It's half term now, lets just hope something excting happens :D

Chow for now
xxxxxxx

How can I live when we are parted . .

Hmm.

You know I said: "I will not get close to any of the ND1's as I don't need there drama as well as everyone elses!"

Yeaaaaah .. that reli didnt work.

:(

x

Ruthy it's your birthday, happy birthday Ruthy.

YAYAYAYAY!! I'm 19

So Finance .. Done
Auditions .. practically done.
Reports .. Done

Everything is good.

Lyndall Dawson you are the most insperational person ever, thank you for everything you said to me and to him. It made me feel wieghtless :)

Hmmm ... so, that stuff is awesome. But, it's a well known fact that as soon as one thing starts going right in your life something else has to go wrong.
And I feel like I am drifting from some people, specific people that I definitely don't want to drift away from. However like Henry said.

"Sometimes people just change and you have to respect that change and let them grow"

Wish I could Henry.
She's the seed and she has grown :)

Love you little one x x

Motivation .. great word

well.
Whatever happens, I'm gone in September.
Wow!
Um
Don't know If I'm ready for that. . naaah what am I saying ofcourse I am :)

Hmm 19 in a week.
Time really does fly.

I was 16 when I came to college. 16!
God. Things have changed.
xxx

Stop frigging snowing!!!!

Wow!!
I haven't written in time.
Basically .. it won't stop snowing.
Now, yes the snow is pretty but it's so annoying when you can't go anywhere or do anything.

My week consisted of this:
Monday. Audition - Went awesome :D
Tuesday. SAW ALICE!!!! Best thing ever <3
Wednesday - saturday. Hana was here, and couldn't leave because of the gaaay snow. Good times though :)!

Soo .. I have an unconditional offer to Swansea Met. :D All they went on was my Personal Statement and Reference. "you show excedingly good qualities" .. Hm.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE XD I feel this is good.

So If worse comes to worse.
I'm of to Swansea guys :) Canne believe it.

Right. Guess I better get back to monologue learning and review writing.

X x X