Monday 22 March 2010

I LOVE YOU

"just wanted to say ruth, jokes aside.....I am really glad God put you in my life, and i love you lots sis!"

Sunday 21 March 2010

"God is a mean man with a magnifying glass ...." WHY AM I ALWAAAYS THE FKIN ANT!!!??!!!???

I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS!!!!!!!!!

I swear to Jebus if one more person says to me ..
"Everyone receives there fair share of up's and down's"
I AM GOING TO PUNCH THEM!

xx

Saturday 20 March 2010

So just finished watching Skins and I have to say ... interesting.
I'm just sticking to my idea that freddie is fine and cook murked that John Foster lol.
We can't always have everything we want that even refers to the end to a film or TV programme. I feel the writers did what they set out to, and I hope I love the new characters as much as I loved these ones :)

I feel like I should be bouncing off the walls recently but somethings missing.
I know who and I know what but I don't know how to get them back.

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I do love shows such as sports relief, i mean our country have clubed together to raise over 25 million already .. and all the famous faces have done so much work and been so many places. However I just cant afford to look after myself let alone other people. And for that I feel bad.
I mean .. seeing this heart reching clips of young children dying in africa and hearing of girls being raped, i mean it just makes me sick to my stomache. But, shouldnt I atleast try to make my own life better before I use money on people i don't have.
It comes back to normal life really. I mean, I shouldnt be giving everyone lifts everywhere or buy the odd person lunch now and then. I have my own life and future to think about.
One day though I will give these people so much of what they need. I mean if i ever win the lottery half of it is going to charity :)

*****
I feel so old, and then I remember I'm only 19. But, some things I feel and some things I have gone through just make me feel I have to be older lol.
Maybe ... I just need three years to be young, free, away, and ALIVE!

-Sorry for the rambling

I wish you didnt have to live and search on a rubbish tip, I'm sorry.

Tuesday 16 March 2010

I'm like a bird

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

THEY ARE FREEE!!! Finalllllllly ...
:D:D::D:D:D:D:D:D

aha.

Wednesday 3 March 2010