Wednesday 30 September 2009

Could this be outa line >>?

Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh

I want to go.

Why can't things just be simple for once .. I know cause then life would be dull blah blah blah. Don't care. I just want thing's to be good.

He's gone guys :(

xxx

Saturday 26 September 2009

It’s so much easier to hide, When you can’t remember you regrets,

Dreading tomorrow but hey ho it had to happen sooner or later.

Please make me smile tomorrow Rossy :)
xxxx

Friday 18 September 2009

I guess I'll just wait and anticipate ..


Heylo everybody.
I'm sorry for my lack of bloging which actually makes sense lol. Promise more serious ones from now on.

So thats it.
Last day with Kirst and it sucks :(
I know I will still see her and shiz but it doesn't stop it from being difficult.

The hardest goodbye is still yet to come ...

"I'm sure this one goodbye could kill me."


Back to college monday :D:D:D:D:D!!
Thank god!
I have been soooooo missing college.
Nomnom college times :)

Miss my mittens quite a bit, however I am happy she is smiling and I will make sure she continues to smile even though things may become a little .. how do I put this, Low for her? Yeah, I would say low. But she will be fine as she has me, Ross & many other people who love her lots. Specially her lovely Stephen.

I best get back to helping my uncle clean the house and finalizing gay face's present .

Love to you all :)
xxx

Wednesday 16 September 2009

Bring on tomorrow let it shine ... (Fat chance) :(

I can't do it.
Freeze time.
Please!!!!!!!

Saturday 12 September 2009

Some songs just need to be written down ..

Time is gonna take my mind
and carry it far away where I can fly
The depth of life will dim my temptation to live for you
If I were to be alone silence would rock my tears
cause it's all about love and I know better
How life is a waving feather

So I put my arms around you around you
And I know that I'll be leaving soon


My eyes are on you they're on you
And you see that I can't stop shaking
No, I won't step back but I'll look down to hide from your eyes
cause what I feel is so sweet and I'm scared that even my own breath
Oh could burst it if it were a bubble
And I'd better dream if I have to struggle

So I put my arms around you around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you they're on you
And I hope that you won't hurt me

I'm dancing in the room as if I was in the woods with you
No need for anything but music
Music's the reason why I know time still exists
Time still exists
Time still exists
Time still exists

So I put my arms around you around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you they're on you
And I hope that you won't hurt me
So I put my arms around you around you
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you they're on you
And I hope that you won't hurt me

I'm a bad boy cause I don't really miss her, I'm a bad boy for breaking her heart .. <3

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on
The ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

But you're on to me and all over me.

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.

Wednesday 9 September 2009

Sit there and count your fingers ...

I'm bored.
I have four choices ... I need three.
I still don't know the path though.
I am worried for my little sister.
I have a horrendous cold and a headache.
I miss college and many people.

Surprisingly ... I'm smiling .. :)

Everything will work out . x x x

Friday 4 September 2009

Wednesday 2 September 2009

Now I'm free!!

Thank you Joe Tagg .. :D:D

You can drive a person crazy you can drive a person mad .. Do do do do doooo!!

ONE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH!!!!

Things are good.
I have let bygones be bygones.
No more selfishness.
Just good Hot chocolate and Rice eating times :):)
xxx