Happiness hit her like a great bullet in the head, struck from a great height by someone who should of known better ....

So I have recently found out that people do read my blog and many of them are finding they don't really understand me and my feelings at all.
Apologies if my blog has upset any of you however I'm not changing it as this is my one release and it is not going to be a simple thing to change what is going on in my head at the moment.

Speaking of at the moment i am really unsure of how I feel. I am all muddled and confused.
For some reason life just likes to throw so much shit at me and expect me to deal with it, I can't.

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